Thursday, June 12, 2014

The Roaring Whisper

One night, my wife and I were sitting in our apartment in our office / living room / spare bedroom.  We were watching some movie or TV show on Netflix, probably Poirot, but who knows for sure.  When all of a sudden, I heard a voice in my head.  Only not like a voice-voice, like I was hearing it with my ears and processing it with my brain.  It was like it was being spoken directly inside me.  It reverberated through every part of me, and I could feel it as well as hear it.

Everything around me faded away, and I was completely drawn into that voice.  It was clear and powerful; a whisper, but drowning out all other sound.  It uttered one single phrase, but those words changed my life forever.  I had no doubt that it was God speaking to me, making a covenant with me, promising me that something was coming.  He was going to do something in me that I couldn't do by myself.

As quickly as life had faded out, it rushed back in, and I slowly turned and looked at my wife.  She said, "What?"  And I replied, "You will never believe what God just said to me."  She tentatively said, "Uh...ooookaaay...what?"

"He said, 'You will be a father.'"  And that was the beginning.